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For once I am late .. I could not keep up with the rule I have set for myself. I cud not get this entry on Sunday Evening. So I am here to make up for it.

I tried to key this in on sunday. But then Shiney aa Gayen .. bahut time baad batein ki humne … so blog slipped down the priority. And also there were other reasons also .. of not posting this.

I was in a very different state of mind this week. This all has started a month ago I guess or maybe more. I have learned and experienced so much. All because of Orkut and my online life after 9 lolzz .. Wat a life .. [:D]. Wanted to be with the old pals again. Wanted to cherish those moments again. But it didn’t worked out. Or maybe ma lazyness came in play. Orkut was perhaps the best way after that .. to recall those dayz of carelessness [:D].

Then all of a sudden life has become so busy. Not just me. People I used to talk so much online, have gradually started to disappear one by one. My presence has started to drop as well. And then things happened last week. Huh … [:P]

There are memories that I want to erase. Things that I am no more interested in keeping with me. And I am writing this entry more for myself as I always do .. to keep be reminding that things are better off left .. better off forgotten .. better off.

If you happen to miss whom you love .. its your Fate .. But if you give a chance to those who love you, miss you .. its your Mistake. I am not a believer in Fate .. God. But I am tryin to unlock the mean behind these words that recently bumped on to me. And since then there has been a silence from the origin.

Smiley is goin to Mumbai this week. A month ago I was planning to go Mumbai at this time myself. For a reunion. To catch up wid old friends .. but then I am still here i.e. it didn’t worked out. My commitments kept me from making this plan. But now that I have heard this news I wish this plan was followed. I could have not only met ma Old friends but also cud have met Smiley. [:D]. But .. the PLAY is still on …

Bhai Christmas aa raa hai .. aur new year bi .. to phir yaad aa raha hai New Year Nites of VALSURA … aahhhhhhh!!!!! [:D].

Things from past week have made me change ma approach. For good?? .. we’ll see.

Kisi ne mujhe Port Blair bhi yaad dila diya .. another place I want to go back to. Amazing amazing place. HEAVEN. Are koi mujhe bhi le jaoo yar holidays pe Port Blair [:o]. I lost an orkut contact last week. [:(] and I asked for it I guess. Aadat hai pangaa lene ki .. le liya panga .. pad gaya bhari. [:p]

In my dreams its mine, in my life its a dream

-=oNo=-

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