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Thats what I had been asking myself.. What now?? Where do I go from here? I have came this far.. and I was not alone! But where do I head now? Maybe I chose the wrong lane. But is it a Dead End?………….. OverExpectations!!

08-20-2007: Monday!
1105 Hrs
I still dream of Jeannie!! .. Wish Granted!!
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08-25-2007: Saturday!
2330 Hrs
I am feeling very weird since morning today. Feeling anger, Lost. Uneasy! I woke up late today! .. at 0900 .. Thats when Bro woke me up. Usually mom wakes me up! Yeah I am a spoiled person. I don’t wake up by my own and I hate alarm clocks .. so Mom wakes me up. Usually its 0700 Hrs (since now a days I aint goin for morning walks. It was 0600 then!), on weekdays and on weekends its around 0800. But today mom had appointment with her docs so dad and mom left for hospital early. So bro woke me up.

Since I woke up .. and even now .. I am having this uneasy feeling!! .. Anger .. I had been checking my IM’s buddy list whole day .. 2 – 3 times every hour .. Yahoo, Gtalk, Skype, Orkut .. everything! .. To search for someone I can talk to .. But all are busy .. and only those are online that I don’t wanna talk to today!! ..

I even slept in the afternoon today! .. Something I don’t do usually. Because there was nothing on TV. And I had no mood to engage to anything else .. hummppff!! And because of that I missed the qualifying session for Turkey GP! ..

Rite now I am watching the ending of KANK .. Dunno why I am doin it .. but m watchin it .. lolz

I twisted my knee again this week.. On Monday I guess.. While playing Table Tennis. I always get too high when I am playing .. when I am sweaty. Thats when I also get careless!!.. And that time I was too much into the game. Then there was this short, an opportunity to hit a hard fore-hander to make the kill and end the long rally of returns from both sides. I always .. ALWAYS try to make sure I never miss a short, I am an agressive player .. maybe too aggressive .. thats why I give away too many unforced points. Thats what makes me a bad player .. never play with my senses .. I play with my muscles memory and not my mind!! .. lolz .. Anyways .. I took that short .. Forehander .. Down the line .. and I am bad proper footwork .. my right foot was way to ahead of my body where my left foot should have been. he he Aint I describing all this like a Discovery Channel’s investigation report!! .. lolz .. Seconds to disaster [:P] .. I played the short .. Fore-hander down the line .. and it was a perrrfect execution .. but .. all my weight was on my right foot .. it had to be on my left foot .. thats where I was wrong!! .. and in the short I twisted my knee.. I felt the pain! .. and this time I made a short cry in pain as well .. dunno if anyone heard it .. I waked away .. from the table .. didn’t play anymore that day. And it was painin like anything that nite!! .. But .. the next day I was back!! .. on the court!! .. lolz.. its still pains a little at times .. The ligament has completely given away .. so the knee aint as stable as it used to be earlier .. Plus my extra weight .. [:P] But nothing to worry .. m back .. playing like ever before .. [:D] ..

Thank God!! The pain has finally ended … aahhh no no .. not the pain in my knee .. my knee doesn’t pain anymore .. [:P] .. KANK .. The movie .. it just ended .. lolz .. Its surely is a paint ainit it .. I didn’t even saw the full movie .. lolz ..

Oohhh .. I used the expression .. “Thank God” .. lolz .. friends wud call me a spiritual and religious person for sayin that .. that I am believer.. I even visited Guru Dwara recently. Twice in 1 week .. Thats a personal best!! .. Even today dad was asking me to come along .. but I said no more please ..

0220 … and I am awake! .. about to call it a night! …

08-25-2007: Sunday!
1053 Hrs
New Day! New morning! .. yet the same feeling! .. Formula 1 is the only attraction of the day today! .. Hope Kimi doesn’t disappoint today.

Turkish GP 2007: Massa 1st .. Kimi 2nd .. [:D] ..

I am still waiting for somebody to lend me a few lacs interest free .. nobody has shown up so far.. hmm anyways I hope to get em soon .. lolz [:D] .. And Oh .. Shiney! .. Certainly .. you can have a lac or even two!! .. lolz .. [:P]

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